Wednesday, July 31, 2013

waiting & learning

these past two weeks have been full of waiting.

it's a roller coaster really.

so much hope in not yet knowing. nose dives that absolutely take your breath away.

but i am learning.

as mother teresa said " the absence of clarity i have learned to trust."

there is no clarity today.  there might not ever be.
but there is trust. there is hope.

trust in my Creator
that makes no mistakes.
that goes before me and stands behind.
that loves all of my boys infinitely more than i ever will.

learning that if i wallow in fear and despair i will miss the joy that He has for me today. 

there is still so, so much joy.

we have another appointment friday morning. prayers for peace despite any news it might bring.


  1. love this friend. and I love you to pieces.

  2. We are praying for the best for you!

  3. Dave and Eric want to take those boys squirrel hunting then fishing....

  4. Praying for your sweet family! Super cute pics!

  5. We're thinking about you all this morning! Praying you guys get some good news

  6. Thinking of you everyday...and praying for peace and calm to wash over you. I'm so glad you are working hard to be sure and enjoy the blessings you've been given. So many hugs to you, Miss C!